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| Monday, May 30th, 2005 | | 2:23 pm |
What the fuck...
I woke up today, and everything sucked. I have no idea why.
Everything just seemed to make me depressed or angry. I don't understand it at all. As a matter of fact, I don't understand myself at all.
Do try to have a nice day.
~Jon Current Mood:  ConfusedCurrent Music: Thunder | | Sunday, May 1st, 2005 | | 10:21 pm |
Sure, this is a real update.
We said our goodbyes.
(Ah.. the night before.)
Love was in your eyes.
(Ah.. the night before.)
Now, today I find
You have changed your mind.
Treat me like you did the night before.
Were you tellin' lies?
(Ah.. the night before.)
Was I so unwise?
(Ah.. the night before.)
When I held you near,
You were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before.
Last night is a night
I will remember you by.
When I think of things we did,
It makes me want to cry.
We said our goodbyes.
(Ah.. the night before.)
Love was in your eyes.
(Ah.. the night before.)
Now, today I find
You have changed your mind.
Treat me like you did the night before. Yes.
When I held you near,
You were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before.
Last night is a night
I will remember you by.
When I think of things we did,
It makes me want to cry.
Were you tellin' lies?
(Ah.. the night before.)
Was I so unwise?
(Ah.. the night before.)
When I held you near,
You were so sincere.
Treat me like you did the night before.
Like the night before Current Mood: HurtCurrent Music: That ^ | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 8:09 pm |
Yes, so...
So, MSI was last night. Although, I'll spare talking about it too much, since the only people who read this and care about MSI at all were at the show anyway.
"It's the gravity and the moon and my period and fuck you... you don't know what it's like because you're not a real woman!"
Ah, good stuff.
Today I had to miss learning my curtain/lighting cues for the play 'cause I had to get my toe all eerhdhdghd-ified. And by that I of course mean that I needed to endure 15 minutes of agony. After 3 shots of Novocaine, my toe still hurt like a bitch when the podiatrist lady tried to clean it out [gross details have been omitted]. Anyway, then I needed a fourth shot and I had a Vasovagal attack (= bad; ≠ vaseline + vag). Yeah, so I came home and lay down in my bed (in extreme pain, mind you!) and fell asleep. Yeah, very climactic, I know.
Anyway, vacation next week... aren't you all excited?
Thend,
JonLobster
P.S. I'll have pictures from the concert up at jonlobster.tk soooon! Current Mood:  Rolling...?Current Music: Pink Floyd - On the Run | | Saturday, March 19th, 2005 | | 1:41 pm |
Update (contractual obligation)
Another update? Whatever.
Goings-on:
Tonight - Wall Night at JustoMel's
April 10 - MSI in Boston
April 17 - Muse in Providence?
Also, the site is back up, so GO TO IT HERE: www.jonlobster.tk
Also also, Italian Rapier has begun. I'm excited about that, at least...
I don't know what to do anymore... so I guess I'll sleep. Then The Wall Night. I wish Priscilla would go... but maybe I wish too much. Maybe I'm worthless. Maybe I should just shut up and go to sleep.
Good day, good luck, good riddance.
~JonLobster
{THEND} Current Mood:  No idea...Current Music: Pink Floyd - Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun | | Tuesday, March 1st, 2005 | | 10:51 am |
Uhm.... yep! Alright, I'll go with that...
What a ridiculous snowday.
MSI in: 41 days!
~JonLobster Current Mood:  lazyCurrent Music: MSI - "J" | | Friday, January 7th, 2005 | | 11:56 pm |
BRAKES (!)(P)
Yes, believe it or not, I am alive, and I am updating! Truly amazing... Anyway, this update is mostly because Priscilla is away, and I am lonely... and my car's brakes are about 95% gone.
They've been grinding for about a week now, indicating my brake pads are gone. I intended to bring the car in tomorrow to get it looked at... *looks at clock* er.... later today...
But today I was driving down Main street with Nick and Dennis to go to Lawrence to see White Noise (which was okay, nothing spectacular), and my brakes were grinding...
AND THEN! They stopped grinding, the pedal sunk in an additional 5 inches or so, and it became very difficult to stop. A light came on that said "BRAKES (!)(P)", which I assume is bad. I hope I can get it fixed later...
Other events of the day included Nick riding on top of my car in an empty parking lot, driving by Tommy Cahill's house at night beeping the horn, Nick and Den spray-painting my name onto my bumper and putting a sock on my antenna, and driving through an unfinished tunnel near Cross Point. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is my update. Thanks for stopping by.
Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood:  weirdCurrent Music: Muse - Our Time is Running Out | | Tuesday, November 16th, 2004 | | 10:25 pm |
Today....
Today, at precisely 18:17 pm (24 hour time) EST, I turned 17 years old. Priscilla came over, and that is why today was a good day. Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood:  sleepy, happy, sexyCurrent Music: Beatles - "They say it's your birthday..." | | Thursday, November 11th, 2004 | | 11:50 pm |
Update 2.3.5 (Beta)
What a lovely day... what a lovely week... what a lovely 7 months... Current Mood:  sleepy/happyCurrent Music: Zeromancer - Feed You With a Kiss | | Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 | | 2:35 pm |
Song of the day
You know, sometimes, I don't know why,
But this old town just seems so hopeless
I ain't really sure, but it seems I remember the good times
With just a little bit more in focus
But when she puts her arms around me,
I can, somehow, rise above it
Yeah man, when I got that little girl standing right by my side,
You know, I can tell the whole wide world, "Shove it,"
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, and she looks so right, she is all I need tonight
Every now and then, I get down to the end of a day,
I'll just stop; ask myself why I've done it
It just seems so useless to have to work so hard,
And nothin' ever really seem to come from it
And then she looks me in the eye, and says, "We gonna last forever?"
And man, you know I can't begin to doubt it
No, because this feels so good and so free and so right,
I know we ain't never goin' change our minds about it
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, and she looks so right, she is all I need tonight
Yeah, every time it seems like there ain't nothin' left no more,
I find myself havin' to reach out and grab hold of somethin'
Yeah, I just catch myself wonderin', waitin', worryin'
About some silly little things that don't add up to nothin'.
And then she looks me in the eye, and says, "We gonna last forever?"
And man, you know I can't begin to doubt it
No, because this feels so good and so free and so right,
I know we ain't never goin' change our minds about it.
Hey, here comes my girl, here comes my girl,
Yeah, and she looks so right, she is all I need tonight Current Mood:  thankfulCurrent Music: Tom Petty - Here Comes My Girl | | Thursday, October 7th, 2004 | | 11:01 pm |
My finger's on the kill switch...
It appears that my money troubles are solvéd!
Over the weekend I got a raise, so I now make per hour: DUN DUN DAAAA! $10! That's really good.
Also, a certain item I was going to purchase dropped nearly $50 in price (holy moses!).
Recently I've taken up going to Guard Up in Burlington for sword lessons. I go to Fencing from 7:30 to 8:30 pm and then straight to Historical Weapons (right now, German Longsword) from 8:30 to 9:30. It's so awesome.
Uhm... maybe I'll start utilizing my school parking permit soon..? And, come January, mayhaps a few lucky people (probably the only ones that read this journal) can get rides to and from school from me, if they so desire.
Well, it's getting late, so I'ma turn in.
~JonLobster Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Orgy - Fiction (Dreams In Digital) | | Tuesday, September 28th, 2004 | | 10:20 pm |
It was 6 months ago today...
Things are shaky right now (money-wise). I've got so much money I need to be dishing out this week and in the next couple of weeks, but I have no work ethic. I am fuckéd. It was 6 months ago today... hurray us! By the way, apologies for the frequent non-frequent updates. Not like anyone reads this thing anyway. Last one there's a penis pump! Alright, I've got nothing more to say now than I ever had, so I'm just gonna... go now. ~JonLobster p.s. I hate leaving. Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: MSI - Pussy All Night (come on, get some) | | Thursday, September 9th, 2004 | | 10:59 pm |
"who said date rape isn't kind?"
Okay, so this week I saw Priscilla Sunday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, and when I got home today my mom had left note basically saying no one was coming over and I wasn't going anywhere. I was not happy.
At 8:00 I had an introduction class to Guard-Up in Burlington. Today was a Kendo class, and I think I am going to be signing up in time to start in with German Longsword training around the beginning of October. Fun!
I felt like a jerk though, 'cause by the time I got back it was an hour later than I thought I would ._.;;
Well, anyway...
My updates suck. I'ma go do... something.
Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood: BloogCurrent Music: The Graham Norton Effect | | Thursday, September 2nd, 2004 | | 9:18 pm |
Hmmmm....
Yes, well.... it seems I haven't updated recently, so...
What to talk about...
Today was the second day of school, and my second day of suffering through painting and ceramics. Then, I missed lunch for the second day in a row (that's two out of two, nice going, Jon...) because I was in guidance. Luckily I got right in and finally got out of that damned painting and ceramics class and got photography instead. Weeee ^-^!
So up to this point the day sucked. You're expecting me to come up with something good, next, right? Nope. I got home and was locked out of my house, so I had to wait until my mum got home.
BUT THEN! Priscilla came over, so the day actually got a lot better hehe <3.
And now... the long weekend! *reclines on a chair and sips lemonade* Oh, wait though... I can't relax, 'cause I'm in an AP course! AGH! *falls into that endless pit... you know the one. Don't act stupid*
Yes, I think I've quite accomplished my goals for this update, so I'll stop wasting your time right...... NOW!
Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Milk It! | | Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 | | 8:09 pm |
You can't always get what you want...
Lovesick as all hell today ;_;.
I'll pretend that I'm kissing the lips I am missing,
and hope that my dreams will come true...
Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: Manson - Antichrist Superstar (album) (!?) | | Monday, August 23rd, 2004 | | 8:22 am |
THE CAMP-OUT
Okay, so Greg, Kevin, Nick, Bobby (for part of the night) and I camped out in the woods last night. It was a really good time.
First item we took care of: The tent. Turns out those are a bitch to set up, and we lost 2 of the stakes in the sand somehow (sand, because we were next to a quadding circuit).
Second item: The FIRE. We managed to make a pretty kick-ass fire, around which we sat, played guitar, ate snacks, and listened to music all night. Kevin had his quad, so we all took it out for a few runs on the circuit.
Third item: put Jon in charge of destroying the quad. I had never driven a quad before, which is unlike a snowmobile or jet ski in that you have to shift gears. Being inexperienced, alone, and driving at 1:00 am with limited knowledge about the different paths on the circuit is a formula for disaster. Greg let me take the quad alone, which allowed me to get used to shifting gears and such. Unfortunately, I didn't know what path to take to get back to the camp site. I took the wrong one. I come up over a hill and just say "Oh, SHI-!" as I go down the other side of the hill (very steep) and head-long into the ground. The quad came up off the back two wheels, I hit the handlebars and got a nice scratch (of which there is a picture on the website I will later mention), then the quad rolled over. Luckily, I was thrown off mid-roll and avoided getting crushed. I flipped it back over and tried to start it. Eventually, the others came and helped me push it out of the ditch I was in because it wouldn't start. We eventually got it to start.
Fourth item: Chill out. This is the part where we hooked up some speakers to Kevin's iPod and sat around the fire. Then we hung out in the tent (way too tiny for comfort) and came back to re-build the fire (sorta). At this point it was about 5:00 am, so we didn't go to sleep. After that we packed up and headed home, but the memory lives on!
JonLobster now has an official website at www.jonlobster.tk Visit it to see wonderful pictures from our overnight adventure!
Well, that's it. It's thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb | | Wednesday, August 18th, 2004 | | 9:50 pm |
Subject: (optional) I'm fine, then I die. Holy shit!
I'm flying so high. Holy shit!
I'm right, cause I'm blind. Holy shit!
I'm blind, because I'm flying. Holy shit!
I'm fine, how are you? Holy shit!
I'm fine, because I'm high. Holy shit!
Wicked MSI mood... not very unusual.
So today Nick, Dennis, Priscilla, and I went to see The Village and then hung out for a half hour before deciding to see Collateral. We were standing right next to the theatre (fuck you, I'm British) it was gonna play in, so we inconspicuously meandered inside, got some seats, and bought some nachos. Nachos and a free movie, fecking awesome I tell you. Hmm... well, that's basically what happened today, so...
Thend.
~JonLobster Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: MSI - Tornado | | Sunday, August 15th, 2004 | | 11:02 pm |
| | Saturday, August 14th, 2004 | | 11:43 pm |
Looser tests!
Christ, I'm gonna look like Stephen Tyler after that one! (Nyah nyah nyah.... bad joke.)
ONE OF THESE DAYS I'M GOING TO TEAR YOU INTO LITTLE PIECES
I love that song. One of These Days, by Pink Floyd. Go download it now!
Over and out,
~JonLobster Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: Pink Floyd - One of These Days | | Friday, August 13th, 2004 | | 4:38 am |
sleep-deprivation-induced insanity. yey!
Well, it is currently 4:39 am. I have been awake for a total of 40 hours and 36 minutes. I feel like a steaming pile of fucking shit. I've started to see, hear, and perceive things very strangely... sometimes I'll catch a glimpse of a piece of my arm out of the corner of my eye and I'll jump with surprise/fear. Wooo. Anyway, I think it's about time I got some sleep... Maybe I will update later, when I'm in a more stable state of mind.
Sweet dreams to all. I forget what it's like.
~JonLobster Current Mood: I don't even knowCurrent Music: nothing | | Saturday, August 7th, 2004 | | 2:26 pm |
Me? Angry?
So apparently, some people think my LJ is kind of angry in nature. Well, to show that this statement is completely false, I will now make a list of as many swears, curses, racial slurs, and other offensive words or phrases that I can think of. IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER.
Ass
Asshole
Ass-lancer
Bastard
Bitch
Bloody
Chink
Cunt
Damn
Dick
Douche
Dumbass
Dyke
Faggot
Fairy
Flamer
Fruit-booter
Fuck
Fucker
Fuck-face
Fuck-head
God is gay, burn the flag
Gook
Hell
Jackass
Kike
Kraut
Motherfucker
Nigger
Piss
Prick
Pussy
Shit
Slut
Sodding
Spic
Spook
Twat
Wanker
Wetback
Whore
I hope you didn't enjoy that!
Have a good day.
~JonLobster Current Mood:  Angry, as always! HAHA!Current Music: Something angry and unpleasant. |
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